Asique volvi antes de lo pensado. Y tengo una buena noticia para varias. Ayer fue uno de los peores dias del universo entero. Tuve que preparar esta materia horrible y son sentido y con la concentracion tan fragil como la tenog creo que me llevo mas del doble de lo habitual. Trate de concentrarme de cualquier manera durante tres dias, inverti muchsima plata en starbucks y me encontre totalmente desesperada para el final del dia de ayer. En fin, me fui a dormir como a las dos completamente segura de que no sabia nada de lo que habia estado leyendo todos estos dias. Pero me equivoque, despues de un colapso total, en el que llore, me enoje, y tire las cosas muchas muchas veces, me sente enfrente del examen y me di cuenta que sabia absolutamente todo lo que tenia que saber. JA! Asique eso hizo mi dia completamente.
Si si, totalmente, mi psiquis esta totalmente qebrantada.
Eso fue mas o menos mi maniana. A la tarde decidi vestirme de esta persona preciosa y seria y sana mentalmente y empeze mi busqueda laboral. (Alguien tiene que pagar mis vacaciones).
Hello you there, so im back before i thought. And with some kind of good news, for a change. Yesterday was one of the worst days ever ever ever! i had to study for this amazingly boring exam and fragile as my concentration is right now, it took me more than twice it use to take me. I was trying to get concentration from somewhere for more than 3 days, and i was really desperate by the end of yesterday. I went to sleep at almost 2.00 pretty sure i knew nothing about what i spended 3 days reading aver and over again. But i guess i was wrong, after a complete meltdown, in which i cried, i got totally mad, i through all my stuff across the room several times, I sat in front my exam this morning and realized as i wrote that i knew absolutely everything they were asking me. So yeah, that made my day, totally. As you may correctly conclude, im not totally sane right now, mentally.
Soo that was all for my morning, later i dresses up like a really classy and serious and not at all insane person and started my job search. (somebody has to pay for my vacations)
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danke fürs verfolgen <3
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